30 June

Here's a smiling Sam pic. He's as cute as ever... and he sure keeps us on our toes.

Sarah's not feeling too bad - the sensitivity on her hands and feet is getting a bit better. Quick update on tests: she had tumor markers measured just before starting Xeloda three weeks ago and her numbers were the highest we've seen come back on tests, but we think they could actually be down from their peak while she was off chemo and before the SIR treatment. CA-27.29 = 172 and CEA = 133. We're not sure what to make of this but these may not be bad or unexpected given how quickly the liver lesion was growing just before the procedure. Our hope is that the next round of markers will be down significantly if the liver met was the primary contributor.
Sarah also got a brain MRI today to check up on her pituitary lesion. We'll get results either tomorrow or Wed -- she hasn't had any pain or symptoms so we hope that nothing adverse shows up. But, Sarah's approach is always to be braced for any news good or bad - sort of an emotional survival tactic after past hard knocks. Ok, more to follow when we get those MRI results.

14 June Update

High time for an update! After my trip to Singapore I went on an Indian Guides camping trip with Ben and Sam to Starved Rock State Park, which is around 2hrs SW of Chicago. It is known for its hikes into canyons off of the Illinois river - you can see Ben and Sam walking in to one. Got a pic of Sarah and Elizabeth, who was up for a visit as well. The 3rd pic shows Ben and his 1st grade teacher on his last day of school. Can't believe he's already going in to 2nd grade next year! Time sure flies... Sarah's brother Thomas is also here for a visit this weekend. Sarah's birthday was this past Wednesday and she got lots of birthday well-wishes from everyone + we went out for a nice dinner to celebrate that as well as her 2-year "cancerversary" - approx. 2 yrs since her diagnosis on 11 May 06.
Sarah finally started Xeloda again last Sunday and she's feeling "ok" so far. Some nausea and fatigue, but nothing that is stopping her in her tracks. We think it may have a cumulative effect so we'll see what next week looks like. We've got two more months until we can do another PET scan to see how effective the SIR-sphere treatment was. Hard to wait... in the mean time Sarah got a tumor marker check and we're waiting to hear the results. They should be down from the last time. We're kind of in wait-and-see mode and keeping very busy as the school year ends.

So, although I was cleared to start chemo again on Monday, my insurance company had other plans. I was unable to get my prescription for the Xeloda pills filled at my local Walgreens. I'm required to have it filled by the specialty mail-order pharmacy. My request for an override so that I could get the first 30 day supply at my Walgreens and get started right away ... was denied. They assured me that they would put a rush on my order, but first they had to verify my benefits and co-pays ($0 at this point since we long ago met our deductible and out of pocket maximum). I finally got a call from them at 6pm tonight, at which point they sent a fax to my doctor for a prescription. So, of course they won't get that until tomorrow, and I won't get my pills until Friday (at the earliest), which means I won't start my chemo until Saturday morning. Some rush!

In other exciting news, some people moved in across the street from us with *five* pit bulls. Earlier tonight one of them got out and was following a guy down the street, barking and growling at him in a very menacing way. This happened right in front of our house, just one hour after Ben and Sam had been riding their bikes up and down our driveway. The owner did come and get his dog, but I called 911 anyway. A squad car came out and the officer went in and talked to the owner(s), but I don't know what was said. Our village doesn't have anything in the municipal code about pit bulls, so I'm told there is nothing they can do until something happens. I am sick to my stomach at the thought that *something* could happen to my kids or my neighbors' kids. I don't think I'll be sleeping much tonight ...

Quick Update

I had my 2 weeks post-treatment blood draw on Wednesday, and my liver function tests came back normal! So I am cleared to start chemo again on Monday. This new chemo will be an oral chemo called Xeloda. I'll have to take 6 pills a day (3 in the morning and 3 in the afternoon), and I will be on a two weeks on, one week off schedule. Side effects are hand/foot syndrome and stomach issues, but we will reduce the dose if I have any problems. I will still go in every three weeks for my Herceptin infusion and every four weeks for the Zometa infusion (bone strengthener) and Zolodex implant (ovarian suppression). I've heard of many people who have had success with Xeloda, and my doctor is very optimistic that the SIR Spheres will effectively reduce the size of the liver mets. So we are hopeful that the August PET scan will bring us good news. At the end of June, I will get another brain MRI, which I hope will show a stable pituitary tumor. I haven't had any headaches or vision problems, and with all the hoopla surrounding the SIR Spheres treatment and insurance issues, I had almost forgotten about it!

Alan leaves in the morning for a week-long trip to Singapore and Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. I'm sure he'll have some pictures to post when he gets back. For now, I'll post a couple of pictures of the four of us at the Memorial Day parade on Monday (you can see my hair has finally filled in, though it is grayer than before!):

15 May - Back from SIR sphere treatment

Everything went great yesterday with Sarah's SIR sphere treatment. We got to the University of Illinois at Chicago hospital at 6am and Sarah was done and back in the recovery room by 11am. She had pretty bad nausea afterwards but that is likely due to the anesthesia - the nausea has mostly subsided now that she's back home. There doesn't seem to be any lasting pain at this point -- just some pain when they initially delivered the treatment to her liver. We ended up leaving the hospital at around 9pm. While we were out, Sam made Sarah a little wood sign which you can see in the pic above -- "I love my Mom." It was very sweet!
Sarah is taking it easy today to make sure her stomach gets back to normal, plus she needs to go easy on her right leg where the incision for the angio catheter is. Otherwise, she's doing well. Now we need to pray that the treatment is effective. She'll get a blood test in 2 weeks to verify her liver is functioning fine and then we hope to get her back on Herceptin and chemo so the rest of her body is "covered." We have to wait 3 months to do a follow-up PET scan on her liver to see how effective this SIR sphere treatment was in killing off her large liver tumor (they said it was pretty much taking up all of her liver's left lobe now) - the doc said doing a test earlier could be inconclusive.

9 May Update - SIR next Wednesday

Sarah and I celebrated our 13 yr anniversary on 6 May! We had a nice romantic dinner at a great local French restaurant and this is a picture of one of our dessert plates. The waiter had written "Happy Anniversary" in chocolate on the plate!

It was also a great anniversary gift that Sarah was approved for the SIR sphere treatment. We went in yesterday to have her prelim. angiogram, CAT scan and test run completed. Everything went fine and we were on our way back home by 3pm. The actual SIR sphere treatment will be done next Wednesday. The doctor told us that Sarah could have some pain and nausea after the treatment since her tumor now takes up a fairly large part of the left lobe of her liver, but there's is still a good chance that she will be able to come home on the same day of the treatment. We're not going to push it -- will have to see how it goes.

We are both so relieved to finally be moving forward again and getting back in the fight. It was a frustrating and helpless feeling to be in a forced chemo treatment break as we waited for this SIR treatment to be approved. The goal is to get this done and quickly get back on chemo and Herceptin (have to take a 2 week Herceptin break as well after SIR treatment).

Finally approved - getting started tomorrow!

Alan talked to his contact at the insurance company late yesterday and was told that I had been approved for the SIR Spheres procedure! We need to have this in writing, though, before we can get started with anything, and we waited ALL DAY today to get the letter in hand. I had talked to the nurse coordinator at the hospital earlier in the day, and she said that I could come in tomorrow for the angiogram if we faxed her a copy of the letter before she went home at 4pm. The letter, of course, didn't come through until after 5pm. So I called and left her a voice mail, figuring we'd have to put it off another day. She called me back at 9:30 tonight, and we are on for tomorrow! I have to be there at 6am to check in. They will do some blood work and a CT scan before the angiogram, which will take 2 1/2 to 3 hrs. I should be home sometime in the afternoon or evening tomorrow. Wow, after all the waiting, things are moving fast! Assuming all goes well with the angiogram tomorrow, I should be able to get the SIR Spheres next week. I am so glad to finally get started, and I'm very thankful that my in-laws stuck it out with us so that we can get started on such short notice. After a thoroughly frustrating day (including me hitting a pothole and needing to get new tires for the van), I can breathe a big sigh of relief. Whew!

And we wait ...

We submitted the appeal to our insurance company last Wednesday afternoon. Despite the fact that their procedure for appeal states that they will make a decision within 72 hours of receiving a request, we *still* have not received an answer. When Alan called on Friday to speak to someone about the case, the appeal had just been scanned in and entered into their system, and the person he spoke to seemed to have no knowledge of the 72 hour turnaround time! We think it may have gone before the medical appeals board yesterday, so maybe we'll hear something today or tomorrow. It's so incredibly frustrating! My in-laws arrived three weeks ago to help out, and I still don't know if or when this treatment will happen. If it gets denied again, we have the option to file a second level appeal. I hope it doesn't come to that because who knows how long that will take!

On a brighter note, today is our 13th anniversary! It's hard to believe it's been 13 years since we got married and almost 18 years since we started dating - that's nearly half of my life! We have experienced so much and made a lot of memories over those 18 years. Tonight we plan to celebrate quietly at a nice French restaurant and look forward to our 14th year together. Happy Anniversary to us!

Well, we got an answer ...

Not the one we wanted, though. I got a letter in the mail today with a denial for the SIR Sphere procedure with the reason given that the procedure is "unproven". So now we have to submit an appeal, and once we submit the paperwork for the appeal, they have 72 hrs. to answer. So tonight we are putting together a comprehensive history of all treatments and scans related to the liver tumor(s) to support our request for treatment. Seems like the doctors would have done that already, but if you want something done right, you have to do it yourself. We hope that the appeal will be submitted tomorrow so that we'll have an answer by Friday. I think I will go crazy if I have to wait over another weekend to hear if I can get this treatment! It's been seven weeks since my last chemo (I was due for my next treatment four weeks ago), so I don't feel like I can wait around too much longer. We may have to give up on this and just get the chemoembolization so that I can get started on systemic treatment again. It's just so frustrating that some nameless person at an insurance company, who has never seen me, gets to decide whether I can try this treatment that three of my doctors are recommending as the best course for me to take!

Aaarrgh ...

We didn't get an answer today, so now we have to wait until Monday, at the earliest, to find out if I am approved for the SIR Spheres treatment. We've been assured that things are moving very quickly (as far as these things go), but it sure doesn't feel like it! It's hard being in limbo ... if I had done the chemoembolization, I'd likely have recovered from it by now. I really hope that I'm able to do this treatment, and that it's worth it after all this waiting!!

Still waiting ....

We thought we might get an answer from the insurance people today, but we didn't. We heard from the person who is handling it that they were asking questions and going back to consider it, which is good news. They didn't automatically deny it, so she thinks we may get an approval tomorrow. It sounds like UIC would get me in for the angiogram right away once we get insurance approval, so we are hopeful that we could get the ball rolling early next week.

I've been off of chemo for almost four weeks now, and while I am enjoying a "chemo break", I'm worried the cancer is too. I got a copy of the final PET scan report, and there were 2-3 abdominal lymph nodes that also showed up on the PET. Systemic chemo is the way to treat them, and I can't start that again until a few weeks after the SIR Spheres procedure. Hopefully the Herceptin is keeping them under control for now.

My hair is starting to grow back now that I'm off the Taxol/Carbo. I have tiny little stubby eyelashes and patchy hair on my head. My eyebrows are still MIA, and until the hair on my head fills in, I'm still wearing hats, but I'm making progress!

Fingers crossed ... I'll have good news to report tomorrow!

The Latest Plan (subject to change ... )

We went down to UIC and met with the interventional radiologist there to find out about and be evaluated for treatment with SIR-Spheres. The treatment is similar to the chemoembolization in that it involves threading a catheter in through the femoral artery up to my liver, but instead of injecting chemo directly into the tumor, tiny resin microspheres (8 times the size of a red blood cell) infused with Yttrium-90 would be injected. They would lodge themselves in the capillaries inside the tumor, blocking off blood flow and access to oxygen and nutrients, and they give off radiation for about two weeks, killing the tumor from the inside. The doctor said that the side effects are less than the chemoembolization and that he has seen better results with this procedure. We were convinced that this would be the best option to try and are excited to get started, but first it has to be approved by our insurance. This could be a problem because the procedure is FDA approved for primary liver cancer and metastatic colorectal cancer only. It could take about a week to hear whether it is approved by our insurance. After it is approved (I'm being optimistic and assuming it will be!), I will have to have an angiogram first to map out the blood vessels in the liver and have a "test run" with a protein of a similar size to the microspheres to be sure that they will go where we want them to go and not anywhere else! Then a week later, I will have the procedure with the SIR-Spheres.

So now we are waiting as patiently as possible to hear back from our insurance. I'm still a little concerned about side effects (doctors always seem to minimize side effects ... I think so as not to put the idea into your head and have it be self-fulfilling), but I'm willing to suffer through some pain and nausea for something that holds some promise of reducing the size of this tumor. They said that if the tumor shrinks enough, we could then zap it with radio-frequency ablation, which *could* then get rid of the cancer in my liver. Wow!

16 April - Latest Plans

Well... we had set up the chemoembolization procedure for today, but the plan changed yesterday afternoon! The interventional radiologist that was going to do the chemoemb. talked to a fellow doctor from University of Illinois and ended up recommending that we first consider an alternate form of this treatment which uses radioactive beads instead of chemo. So, instead of doing the chemoemb. today Sarah and I will go discuss the radio-bead embolization with the doctor at U of I and we'll shoot to schedule either that one or the chemoemb. early next week.

PET results and New Treatment Plan

We went in on Monday for the results of the PET scan. I think we were both nervous because there was the possibility that the PET could show that I had mets that we didn't know about, for instance in my lungs. Usually I think it's better to know than not know, but it would have been quite a blow to find out that the disease is more extensive than we thought. Fortunately, the PET did not show anything in my lungs. It did show the one large tumor in my liver, the spots on my spine and one lymph node just above my collarbone. The lymph node is "new" (maybe not new, but it's the first time we've seen it), but it looks small on the scan and my doctor could not feel it when he examined me. So for now, we're not going to worry too much about it. We need to work on this big tumor in my liver.

My doctor recommended a procedure called chemoembolization. It is performed by an interventional radiologist, who threads a catheter up the femoral artery from the groin to the liver, then into the arteries feeding the tumor. Once he determines the catheter is positioned correctly, he'll inject three different chemo drugs mixed with an oil directly into the tumor. This mixture will essentially soak the tumor in a high concentration of chemo, while sparing the rest of the body from the effects of the chemo. Hopefully, this will at least "stun" the tumor and stop it from growing. It could also shrink the tumor, though they are careful to say that they don't expect to eradicate the whole tumor. Just getting it to stop growing would be considered a success.

We met with the interventional radiologist today, and after he explained the procedure to us and answered all of our questions, we scheduled it for next Wednesday. I will stay in the hospital overnight Wednesday night and hopefully come home on Thursday. Alan's parents are coming up on Tuesday to help us out while I'm in the hospital and recovering. I can expect to feel "under the weather" for 2-7 days after the procedure. I have read about side effects including pain, nausea, vomiting and fever, but the doctor didn't think I would have too much trouble with it (they are always so optimistic about side effects!).

One good thing about this procedure is that it can be repeated over and over again, as long as the artery feeding the tumor stays open. So if it is successful and shrinks the tumor, we could repeat it again in a few months and try to shrink it more. For now, though, the plan is to start a new chemo in a few weeks after I've recovered. The new chemo is an oral chemo called Xeloda. I'll have to take several pills every day, but I won't have to sit for hours getting an infusion. I have read of many people having success with Xeloda, so I'm hopeful the chemoembolization and Xeloda will work well for me.

Although I am a little worried about the possibility of pain and nausea from the chemoembolization, I am eager to get moving on a new treatment that could stop the growth of this stubborn liver tumor. And I'll take this over brain surgery any day!

Scan results are in ... good news and bad news

We went in today to get the results of the two scans I had on Friday. The results were mixed. First, the good news ... the pituitary tumor has markedly decreased in size in the 3 1/2 weeks since the last scan. It has shrunk from 1.3 x 1.2 x 1.2 cm down to .7 x .9 x .4 cm! This means that I won't be having surgery on my pituitary, at least not right now. I had resigned myself to the idea that surgery was my best option for treating the tumor, but it appears that surgery is no longer necessary at this time. We will continue to monitor the tumor with MRI and if it should start to grow again, the surgery option will be revisited. I am relieved to be able to put it off for now, though!

Now, the bad news ... the liver tumor has grown significantly over the last three months, and a new 1.8 cm tumor has appeared as well. The large tumor has grown from 4.1 x 4.4 cm to 4.8 x 6.9 cm. Yikes, it is getting big! Too big, according to my oncologist, for radiofrequency ablation and for surgical resection. There was some good news in the report, however. They are now saying that one subcentimeter tumor appears to be a hemangioma (a benign tumor) and that the several small lesions now appear to be cysts. That means that of the two dozen lesions that were on my liver when the mets were diagnosed in Dec. 2006, only two are now considered metastatic tumors.

My oncologist said that while the tumor is large, it is only taking up 5-10% of my liver. The liver doesn't start to lose it's ability to function until 70% is overtaken by tumor, so I am still a long way off from that. My liver function tests all continue to be normal, and I am feeling fine. On Friday, I will have my first whole body PET scan, which uses radioactive glucose to pinpoint the cancer throughout the body. Cancer cells eat up glucose much more rapidly than normal cells, and the PET scanner measures the "uptake" of the radioactive glucose and highlights the hot spots, presumably the areas where there is cancer. My doctor thinks there is a chance the large tumor on my liver could be partly necrotic (dead tissue), and the PET scan can show how active the tumor is. We will meet with my oncologist on Monday to go over the results of the PET scan.

Alan and I were talking today about how, a year ago, news of a 7 cm tumor on my liver would have really freaked us out! But, while I am not happy to hear that the chemo is not working on this tumor, I am really not too worried about it at this point. There are still several options available to treat it, and like I said above, my liver is functioning normally and I'm feeling fine. It's funny how much my (our) perspective has changed over the last year. I used to be such a pessimist, but now I try to look for the positive side to things and count my blessings where I can find them. Life is much less stressful this way :)

Kid Pics and Sarah Update - 28 March

Sam and Elizabeth during our visit to the New Orleans wildlife preserve. We got to see & feed giraffes, antelope, camels and long-horn cows.
Mmmm... chocolate Easter bunny is the best!
Sam looks very happy about this birthday gift! I can almost hear him say "cool!"
Ben's first cello recital! He played Twinkle Twinkle Little Star with his first-year group.

Just before our New Orleans trip, we talked to quite a few doctors to discuss Sarah's pituitary growth: her neurosurgeon & radio-onc at Univ. of Chicago, her oncologist and a radio-onc doctor at Northwest Community hospital where she received radiation treatment. After learning that all of them recommended conventional surgery vs. stereotactic radio-surgery (when it is required due to continued growth or symptoms), Sarah has come around to this point of view now.

The plan is to get another brain MRI and also a liver MRI to see how the Taxol-Carboplatin is working and then go from there. She gets the MRIs tomorrow (Friday) and we should have results on Monday when she goes in for Taxol-Carbo treatment #5. If her liver tumor is larger (no please no), we may very well end up switching her to a different chemo -- so, Monday is a bit of an unknown. If her pituitary growth has growth some more, then she may also end up getting the pituitary surgery as soon as we can schedule it. Otherwise, she'll likely wait until there is either significant growth or there are further symptoms (not all the docs agree that her headache two weeks ago was caused by the pituitary growth) . We don't know what else could have caused it, but it has not come back even after coming off the Decadron. It is still possible that the growth is a benign "adenoma" - in that case the surgery could be all that is needed to reduce the growth's size with no follow-on treatment required except potentially hormone replacement drugs (if any pituitary function is lost)

We're hoping that Taxol-Carbo has done some good for her liver mets. That will be answered Monday, and we know that these things are very unpredictable, so we aren't going in with any expectations one way or the other.

Ski Trip and Update

We went on a ski trip with friends this weekend (to Wisconsin) and had a blast! Sarah and I hadn't been skiing for eight years and of course it was the first time for the boys. They learned quickly and Ben even went down some black slopes -- although that really scared us since he just went as fast as he could, without turning until the bottom. Sam liked skiing so much that he was inconsolable when I told him it was time to go home. :) But, we are all exhausted and I'm sure our muscles will be sore for days...
Sarah gets Taxol-Carbo treatment #4 tomorrow. It's been a tough week in Cancerland: Sarah developed a headache last Tuesday that pretty much stopped her in her tracks. At first we were worried that she had a brain hemorrhage since we'd been warned about it (related to the pituitary met) so she went in to get it checked. A rapid CT showed it wasn't a hemorrhage but she also got results from a more detailed brain MRI which was done last Monday and it showed that the pituitary met had grown slightly (not good - we were hoping to see size reduction due to the chemo). Since there is not much room near the pituitary gland, the docs believe that this small size increase is probably causing the headaches. She's now taking the steroid Decadron to control any swelling/inflammation and it made the headaches go away for now, but we've got to decide what to do about the pituitary met now. Options are radiation surgery or conventional surgery. We'll be talking to the neurosurgeon at University of Chicago cancer center over the next week to discuss it.
It feels like we're back in limbo again, unfortunately a familiar feeling now: we hope that Taxol-Carbo is pushing back Sarah's cancer, but all we know today is that her tumor markers are not down yet and her brain met didn't get smaller. We won't really know how effective this stuff is until we get a liver MRI done which is planned for around 2.5 weeks from now. That's a long wait, but these days Sarah and I both try to avoid worrying too much until we actually have test results or other new information.

We should know better by now ...

We should know better than to make assumptions about the meanings of test results before we've talked to the doctors ... they're the ones with the years of medical training after all! The tumor markers we were worried about were not a cause for concern for my doctor at all. He said that usually they wouldn't even check tumor markers until after four treatments, but he wanted to check them after two, just to be sure they weren't skyrocketing. I'm not sure where we got the idea that they should have dropped quite a bit (wishful thinking, perhaps?), but it isn't the first time we've assumed incorrectly and worried ourselves needlessly. Maybe someday we'll learn not to do that to ourselves?!?

My white blood count was low yesterday (as expected), so I got a neupogen shot to bring it back up. I also scheduled a brain MRI for Monday to get a look at the pituitary tumor. I'll get results next Thursday, and depending on what it shows, we'll go back to see the neurosurgeon at U of Chicago. I discussed things with my radiation oncologist last week, and he thought that it sounded like something he could treat with stereotactic radiosurgery (a highly focused beam of radiation given in one dose rather than fractionated over several days or weeks like the radiation I had to the chest wall after my mastectomy) if it started causing symptoms (vision problems, headaches, etc.). I'm not having any symptoms currently - the headaches have disappeared, so I'm hopeful that the MRI will show that the tumor has shrunk again. But if not, I think we have some good treatment options to consider.

I will get one more Taxol/Carboplatin/Herceptin treatment on March 10th and then I'll get another liver MRI to see how that treatment is working. I'm starting to get some neuropathy (numbness & tingling) in my fingertips and the bottom of my feet, so I'll only be able to tolerate a few more treatments before I have to discontinue Taxol. Hopefully, the TCH will do its job and knock down the liver tumors before that happens. My radiation oncologist also said that if most of the tumors on my liver stay small and stable, and just the one is growing, I could be a candidate for radiofrequency ablation on that one tumor. So we're hoping for the best with this treatment, but I'm encouraged that there are still several options available to me going forward. One step at a time, though ... I try not to worry about the future too much because as Alan said ... it rarely turns out the way we think it will anyway!

21 Feb - It Never Goes Quite Like You Think

Got another cancer curve-ball yesterday: Sarah called and got her tumor marker results and instead of going way down like we expected (because Taxol-Carboplatin is one of the strongest chemo combos), one number held steady and one went up a bit.
We're not really sure what to make of it yet. CA27-29 went from 95.2 to 91.6 (normal is <14) and CEA went up from 49.1 to 58.4 (normal is <2.5). This may not mean that the chemo isn't working, but it definitely introduces some doubt. We haven't talked to the oncologist about it yet but expect that we'll need another set of tumor markers and an MRI of Sarah's liver to better understand what the deal is before making any treatment change decisions. More to follow next week. Nothing can be done for the next two weeks because Sarah has to recover from this past Monday's Taxol-Carbo dose before we can do something different - that gives us some time to talk it through with the docs.

20 Feb Update

Time for a long-overdue update tonight...
Sarah and I had a great Valentine's Day - got to go out together for dinner and just enjoy each other's company for a while. Then this last weekend was pretty full for Ben and me: we went to the Indian Guides' winter camp-out (yes, we slept in heated cabins!). There was plenty of snow so we had a blast sledding and doing general winter stuff outdoors!
Sarah and I went in to see the UC neurosurgeon and also a UC radiation oncologist and both agreed that if we could manage the anxiety over Sarah having a possible brain met, we should wait until another scan shows us how this pituitary growth is reacting to the latest chemo. That next scan (a brain MRI) will be done in a few weeks so we will gather the experts once we have the results. Also, we discussed treatment options with Sarah's main oncologist and we much better understand the risk of this met spreading: since this pituitary met (?) formed near small "end-of-the-line" blood vessels, it is unlikely to spread to other areas of the brain via the bloodstream which is one of the few main modes of spread. It is expected to just grow or shrink at its current location at the pituitary. Future brain mets, if any, would have to come through the main blood supply from the body rather than from the pituitary growth. This was a great relief to both of us and lowered the sense of urgency on brain surgery, especially if the growth is being controlled by chemo.
Also, Sarah just got her 3rd treatment of Taxol/Carboplatin this Monday and is managing through the first few days of "chemo week." She seems to be weathering it ok except for fatigue in the evenings. Thankfully, very little nausea this time. This is also the cycle when tumor markers were run, so we should get those results tomorrow (Wed) and have some indication of how effective this chemo is so far. We're hoping for low numbers!