Tulips

Sigh... seeing Spring finally take hold with mixed feelings. Our tulips have opened up now. I see many around me excited about being able to get outdoors and do things, and I do get swept up in that from time to time. But for me it also sharpens the contrast against last Spring which had Sarah in it. Ben, Sam and I are doing ok. I find my share of light moments and laughs with family and friends, but a day doesn't go by that I don't think of Sarah. My memories and thoughts of Sarah are my connection to her, and I'm comforted by that connection as I face the reality that life is going on whether I want it to or not. It's something I can hold on to.